Everything seems so distant
This coming from me probably wud sound funny but somehow could not help thinking of all the good ol times that we frnds shared with each other. Be it my school mates or my PEC class mates somehow we have drifted apart i.e. one thing which we thought would never happen. I could even take the pec classmates going away from me cause we were old enough when we had even first met, to realize that these relationships were gonna be plagued by our personal lives and that eventually we will drift away.
But in the case of SNMS98 i somehow am not able to digest it. today morning I called up kishore's dad and when i heard him say that there were no hassles in kishore's trip and that he went off as planned, i somehow was not able to get myself to beleive that this was happening. I was telling myself "Cmon, aint it ridiculous ?? how can he just go off ??" Somehow today afternoon and evening seemed very hollow and I almost jammed into another vehicle when i was returning back from some personal work due to lack of concentration.
I was lost the whole day today thinking of all that has happened to the once noisy crowd that used to assemble without fail on 11/11 thambiah rd on sunday evenings. Somehow even when kucchi, vijayanand, guru and vinod moved away slowly one by one i did not seem lost so much, cause somhow i felt at that time that it was just a matter of a few months and that they wud be back and everything wud be back to normal.
but today was exceptional. I have never thought like this in my life and have never felt so miserable. Maybe its because I used to meet this idiot daily in office and somehow got used to it. Even though i could not meet the others of the group daily i somehow managed to feel ok cause i used to see him daily. It actually hasn't sunk in as yet that I will be seeing the rest of my classmates only once every week and even that is not going to be permanent. But now what with the two ppl from my pec classgroup also having left i start wondering if all this actually worth it.
What is it without the get togethers, the recollection of all the stupidity that we have committed over the yrs, just contradicting each other in cricket, talking about just crap crap and more crap and unadulterated crap. Avvalo sambadhicchu enna panna porom.....
Romba polabareno... seri seri.... pappom......................
But in the case of SNMS98 i somehow am not able to digest it. today morning I called up kishore's dad and when i heard him say that there were no hassles in kishore's trip and that he went off as planned, i somehow was not able to get myself to beleive that this was happening. I was telling myself "Cmon, aint it ridiculous ?? how can he just go off ??" Somehow today afternoon and evening seemed very hollow and I almost jammed into another vehicle when i was returning back from some personal work due to lack of concentration.
I was lost the whole day today thinking of all that has happened to the once noisy crowd that used to assemble without fail on 11/11 thambiah rd on sunday evenings. Somehow even when kucchi, vijayanand, guru and vinod moved away slowly one by one i did not seem lost so much, cause somhow i felt at that time that it was just a matter of a few months and that they wud be back and everything wud be back to normal.
but today was exceptional. I have never thought like this in my life and have never felt so miserable. Maybe its because I used to meet this idiot daily in office and somehow got used to it. Even though i could not meet the others of the group daily i somehow managed to feel ok cause i used to see him daily. It actually hasn't sunk in as yet that I will be seeing the rest of my classmates only once every week and even that is not going to be permanent. But now what with the two ppl from my pec classgroup also having left i start wondering if all this actually worth it.
What is it without the get togethers, the recollection of all the stupidity that we have committed over the yrs, just contradicting each other in cricket, talking about just crap crap and more crap and unadulterated crap. Avvalo sambadhicchu enna panna porom.....
Romba polabareno... seri seri.... pappom......................
posted by SNMS98 | 6:51 AM
1 Comments:
Arey bhai, not a problem at all. And not hopefully, but for sure we will ensure that post marriage we all meet at some place over the weekend and try to re-live (hopefully) our school and imeediate pots-teen years. And am sure this is going to happen.
Kishore
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